Self Motivation for Job Seeker (read: ME)

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HELLO! It's been more than a year from the latest post omg superrr long time agooo. Honestly, I don’t know what to write but I just want to spill out something in my head lately. First of all, let me tell you guys that after all the prayers, all the sleepless night, and of course all the struggle, I’ve finally completed my education in bachelor degree of Industrial Engineering!! Woo-hoo!! Let’s congratulate me!! HAHA lol jk. 

But hmmmm wait, the euphoria of being bachelor only lasts for a while for me because it actually means that I’m official unemployed 🙂🙁. Believe me this is one of my worst feeling I ever had, for me it worse than breaking up *oops*. I also think that this is one of my hardest time of my life, and I can say this is also my lowest point in my life. This makes me can’t sleep, even when I sleep, I had sooo much nightmare of how bad being unemployed. No, I’m not that depressed just a lil bit stressed out, but you can’t blame on me and say “you’re too much” “it’s not that hard” and etc because this is what I really feel lately. 

Today, it’s been almost 2 months being unemployed. Calm down, I’m not that lazy for trying to apply job. I’ve been trying so hard every day, like literally e-ve-ry-day. I push myself to apply as much as I can every day, I don’t want to waste time in a day. I’ve been trying to o search and apply all the job that relevant to me. I’ve been trying to sign up to almost all the job portal. I’ve been trying to come to job fair. I’ve been trying to do the online test. I also got some interview call, and I think I’ve done that the best that I can. It’s more pressure when my little sister and my boyfriend have the job first, even though I’m the first who passed the thesis defence of bachelor’s degree.



Be honest, I don’t really know this is will last until when, what I know is I have to still try and push myself not to give up. I’m still doing anything to get a job, I’m still trying and trying. Even though some time I feel hopeless and tired, I know that God is never ever sleep. He catches his eyes on me, He sees my effort to get the job, He will give me a sign to get the job. This sounds cliché, but I believe with the God’s plan as one of the famous one proverb: “Man proposes, but God’s disposes”. We as humans must have many desires. When you believe that who will grant the prayer, then you will propose your hope by praying. But behind that, we as human should realize that the key determinant of hope and prayer is God (for me, it’s Allah swt). I know get a job is not about how clever you are, but it’s about your right time and your luck. Maybe this isn’t my time yet and I need to do more good things to get more luck. I believe that the time will come on my best time. Aamiin. 


Thanks for reading, sorry for my broken grammar
Best Regards,

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